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VIOLENCE/SEX/SUBTEXT:
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either, but may be a slight hit of sex, so be warned!
RATING: PG-13
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WRITER’S NOTE: Okay, this is my take on a Christmassy fanfic. With this I’d like to wish everyone a very (late) Merry Christmas! It takes place during season6, sometime after OAHAF, before TGYK. I hope you like it!
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SUMMARY: Xena
and Gabrielle travel to Amphipolis to celebrate solstice and find some friends
and family there to greet them!
A dark coat covered her
shoulders, as Xena rode towards a city with her companion. She didn’t really
know why she was going there… winter solstice was supposed to be celebrated
with her family… but what if there wasn’t any left in Amphipolis. The memory of
her mother brought fresh tears to her eyes, but she couldn’t let them slide
down her cheeks. She had her time for mourning and now it was best to remember
the good times.
With every gallop they came
closer to Amphipolis. It has grown so rapidly since the last time they were
here and the business with Metastopholis. It looked somewhat lively again, just
like the companion on her right. Gabrielle’s family was going to be there, Eve,
Virgil and any other friends that showed up. ‘I guess sometimes families
change,’ Xena thought.
It was already near dark and
tomorrow was winter solstice. Bright lights could be seen from every window and
sounds of laughter and preparation were everywhere. Gabrielle smiled, looking
at Xena, before going into a cosy tavern, which
stood before them. The warrior princess followed her in and while her friend
bargained with the tavern owner for a good price. Xena looked around and
admired a decorated solstice tree, which stood near the fireplace. Suddenly she
recognized Ares sitting next to the fire with his back turned. He didn’t seem
to be aware of her presence, while he warmed his hands by the fireplace.
She made her way over to him and
put a hand on his shoulder, “hey”. He looked up, a tiny smile on his face. “So
what brings you here?” she asked.
He smirked, “Same as always –
you. I got kinda bored with those chickens,” he explained, “so Amphipolis
seemed as good a place as any.”
“No, you’ve got to be kidding
me,” the bard’s shouting interrupted, “6 dinars for two days?”
“It’s a busy season, lady,” the
tavern owner told her, “two medium rooms cost as much... especially when
they’re the last two in this tavern… Wait any longer and you might need to
sleep outside,” he joked, but his smile soon faded as he saw her glare.
“Gabrielle,” Xena got her
attention, “just give the man his money… in the spirit of the season” Xena
shrugged, as Gabrielle grudgingly gave away her dinars. This was one of the few
times where she wasn’t able to lower the price.
Gabrielle made her way over to
her friend, noticing Ares with a disapproving look. “So, I guess someone else
will be staying with us…” Xena told her indicating Ares with a nod of her head.
“Oh, no… Xena I’m not sleeping
in the same room…”
“Who said anything about you?”
Ares grinned. Xena looked dead serious at him. “Well, what? I’m not willing to
go through what happened last time…” he protested, while Xena tried very hard
to hide back a grin.
“What? Xena, what’s he talking
about?” the bard looked rather confused.
“Never mind,” Xena covered. But
before Gabrielle had time for any more questioning, Lila and Sarah came in
through the tavern door. She went over to give them a warm hug.
“We heard you arrived here,”
Lila said, as other greetings were shared. Finally they turned to Xena, “and
you, Xena, so nice to see you again…”
“You too,” the warrior princess
nodded her head.
“Mother?” Eve came down the
stairs, “I knew I heard you talking.” She smiled warmly and mother an daughter
embraced.
“Evy,” Xena smiled back,
“Haven’t seen ya in a while…”
Ares just sat there watching
over all the hugging and greeting going on and to his surprise felt somewhat
left out.
“Come on,” Xena said to
everyone, lets grab something to eat.
“Yeah, I’m starved!” Gabrielle
chimed in.
“You too,” Xena turned to Ares,
a warm smile still clinging to her face. He got up and followed them to the
table with, where everyone had something to tell about what happened while they
haven’t seen each other. Xena and Ares weren’t much for talking, because the
bard didn’t stop to catch her breath that night!
>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<
A key struggled in the rusty
lock. Finally managing to get it open, Xena said, “Oh, good, they have bunk
beds!” Ares looked somewhat disappointed.
“I get top bunk!” he climbed up
as quickly as Xena smirked.
“Says who?” she challenged.
“Well we could wrestle for it, I
suppose,” he grinned devilishly, “but Gabrielle could walk in and get the wrong
idea…”
“Not likely – I sent her to find
the local library,” she grinned back and was about to pull him off the bunk.
“No, wait, wait, wait, Xena we
shouldn’t be fighting on solstice eve,” he put on one of his childish, innocent
faces.
“Hmm… to fight or not to fight…”
she pondered out loud, as if it was a hard decision, “- fight!” Xena’s eyes lit
up, as she pulled him down and landed on the floor herself. They began to
struggle playfully, trying to get the upper hand.
“Xena, come take a look…” the
bard stopped in mid-step as she saw Ares on top of Xena, on the floor.
“XEEENA!” she fumed.
“What?” the warrior princess
pushed Ares off her and started getting up as if nothing happened.
“Told you,” Ares said bored, not
bothering to get up.
<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>
“Why do I always have such
timing?” Gabrielle wondered, as if talking to herself.
“You caught them, heh?” Virgil
drank some ale to settle his thirst. They were sitting in the now empty tavern
downstairs, as an owl screamed outside. “Look it’s in the middle of the night,”
Virgil reasoned, “you shouldn’t let it bother you for so long.”
“I guess you’re right,”
Gabrielle admitted, “it’s not just that she and Ares you know... but I just
thought I had it all figured out. I thought she didn’t feel anything but pity
for him, and now this…”
“Try not to figure out
complicated people,” Virgil advised, “then may be you won’t turn out wrong.”
“Yeah,” Gabrielle agreed,
“listen I found this big library for us to take a look at tomorrow.”
“Great,” he smiled, “I guess
I’ll go find somewhere to stay then.”
“Ah, I think that’s gonna be a
problem,” she pointed out, “why don’t you come stay with me?”
“Are you sure?”
“Sure, I’m sure,” she smiled,
“besides, I didn’t pay 6 dinars for nothing… So tell me, how was your journey?”
She asked as they headed up the stairs.
<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>
One eye flew open. He hated
mornings, especially being kicked several times by Xena for snoring. It’s not
as if that could be helped… he drunk quite a few mugs of ale at dinner. ‘Hey
where is Xena anyway?’ he looked at her bed, to find nothing but her bag on the
covers. He got up and started putting on his leather vest.
========<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>==========
“Gabrielle…” Xena shook her
companion, “Gabrielle, wake up, Lila baked some cookies… they’re your favourite…” she tried to tempt her off the bed, with not much
success, she realized, as the bard turned away and covered her head with a
pillow in her sleep. “Terrific…” Xena hissed, “Now I’ll have to help Lila with
the cooking,” she shuddered at the word, then added, “nah!”
“Virgil, can you splash some
cold water at her?” she asked without looking up. Getting no response she
repeated, “Virgil…?” Seeing the man she just woke up 5 minutes ago, happily
snoring away, Xena gave up, “what were these two doing last night?” Then her
eyes widened and she retreated from the room.
“So, you couldn’t wake her up?”
Ares guessed by Xena’s annoyed expression, as she came downstairs. There weren’t
a lot of people in the tavern because most were celebrating with their
families.
“Ah, I’ll set up Eve to help
Lila,” she smiled.
“Yeah…” he muttered, “So um… is
Cyrene…?”
“She’s gone,” Xena said, staring
into the warm flames before them, “she was… she was burned because they thought
she was a witch… and I couldn’t help her,” she added in almost a whisper.
He kept silent for a moment,
knowing she was still hurting, he ventured cautiously, “Doesn’t it hurt to come
back here?”
“Yeah… but I can’t run away
because this is where she died. Long ago she loved this place, she wouldn’t
leave it for anything…” she admitted, “and I can’t hate these people for being
blinded from the truth by Metastopholis…”
“I know,” he looked at her,
“although they killed the last of your family you can never hate them for it…”
Xena looked at him with realization that he wasn’t really talking about her
mother anymore, but about his own family. But did he really love them?
“I’m sorry,” she said, “I didn’t
know they meant so much to you…”
“They didn’t… until I lost most
of them,” he pointed out and diverted his gaze from the fire, to look her
straight in the eye, “And you know what the sad thing is? – To know I lost them
in vain…” He got up and out the tavern. Xena’s face looked clouded in deep
thought. She didn’t realize that he was hurting as well. She always thought
that he was just upset because he had to go through life being mortal.
Something occurred to her at that moment… they both lost their family… like
those orphans in the story she told Gabrielle a long time ago. But now the full
realization hit her: that the story wasn’t about her and Gabrielle but her and
Ares. The warrior princess sat by the fire for a long time going over
everything that happened in her life… what she’s done and what she wanted to
do…
<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>
In mid afternoon, Gabrielle woke
Xena up from her thoughts with a loud yawn as she came into the cozy hall.
“Hey, Xena, you said something about cookies? Or was I dreaming?”
“Huh? Oh, those cookies… nah I
didn’t say anything,” she grinned slightly as Gabrielle narrowed her eyes at
her. “Listen I’ll go get… I mean I’m going shopping,” Xena declared, getting
up.
“YOU, going shopping?”
Gabrielle’s eyes narrowed just that little bit more and now Xena couldn’t see
anything but her eyelashes.
“Stop that Gabrielle, you’ll
have wrinkles around your eyes…”
“Wrinkle? Where?” Gabrielle ran
towards the closest mirror inspecting herself, while Xena attempted to slip out
the door. “wait, you didn’t answer my question…” she turned back to look at
Xena.
“Yes, I’m going shopping…” Xena
said, this time bored.
“Without me?” Gabrielle looked
sulky.
“No, you know…. ‘solstice’
shopping…” she indicated.
“Right…” Gabrielle smiled, happy
at the thought of presents.
<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>
Time passed quickly and soon it
was near evening. They gathered at Lila’s place because her room was big enough
to fit them all in. Delicious food that kept several people occupied that day
covered the table. As they ate, Gabrielle did most of the talking again.
Getting bored with listening to her stories for the tenth time, Xena turned to
Ares. “This is for you,” she extended a wrapped gift about the size of her
palm.
He looked somewhat surprised and
started to open it. It was a beautiful pendant, made out of some kind of black
metal. It was a chakram… the old chakram he gave her long ago. “It’s…” he ran
out of words, not knowing what to make of the gift.
“I had to threaten the local
blacksmith and architect to get them to work on Solstice…” she said, as he
chuckled, still admiring the neatness of the work. “It’s actually to replace
your old one… I thought you would get into much less trouble if people wouldn’t
recognise the symbol of war…” she said.
“Thanks,” he paused, “nobody
ever bothered to get me anything on solstice…” he admitted, a somewhat sad look
evident on his face.
“I do,” she told him, looking
into his deep brown eyes. She slowly took the pendant and slid it around his
neck, momentarily her hands running down his upper chest, but noticing that she
quickly removed them and turned her attention to the table once more.
Seeing everyone was half asleep
as Gabrielle was finishing one of her stories Xena quickly finished for her,
“and they lived happily ever after, now lets give the presents!” That seemed to
wake everyone up and a lot of rustling bags were heard. Gabrielle glared at
Xena but the warrior princess quickly took out a present, “I got something for
ya!”
“New boots!” Gabrielle exclaimed
totally forgetting about Xena cutting off her story. The bard quickly started
putting them on.
“Eve,” Xena handed her daughter
a present.
“Thanks,” Eve gave her own
present to Xena. “I didn’t know what to get you, so…”
Opening the wrapping Xena found
a new whip. “We’ll put that to good use!” she said, thanking her daughter.
Gabrielle came around the other
side of the table, evidently showing off her new boots. “I was gonna write you
a scroll with the greatest poem, but I figured you’d just use it in the bushes,
so I got you this new substance that cleans metals and stuff…” Gabrielle handed
it to her.
“Does it work?” Xena asked
suspiciously.
“Well, I guess you’ll have to
find out,” she said, seeing the un-amused look Xena
was giving her she added, “if it doesn’t I promise to do the cooking for two
weeks!”
“Now that’s a deal!” Xena
smiled, “thanks!”
“Ares –“ Gabrielle said, “this
is for you”
“Are you sure you didn’t mix me
up with somebody else?” he joked, reluctantly taking the present. Opening it,
he found it was a navy shirt. “Thanks a lot, but do you honestly believe I’d
wear this?”
“You will while I’m around,”
Gabrielle threatened, “I got so tired of you going around shirtless on the
farm…” Ares smirked in reply. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I’ll go give Virgil one
of my scrolls as a present,” she walked off trying to get the whole room to
notice her boots.
<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>
After the partying, Xena and
Ares were walking through a grove on the way back to the tavern. When they were
far enough from the others and the tavern, Xena stopped and looked at him.
“Ares, when I gave you that pendant, I meant to say that well… I never knew
that your family meant so much to you and now I know you didn’t just sacrifice
your godhood when you saved my life…”
“And you want to thank me
again?” he guessed her next words, “it’s okay, I heard you the first time
round”
She nodded her head slightly and
looked up again, “I also wanted to tell you that what you’ve done wasn’t in vain…”
She came closer slowly a brought their lips together in a tender kiss. Then
they slowly broke it and looked at each other.
“Xena, I accepted that you don’t
love me,” she was about to speak but he continued, “I don’t want this to be out
of guilt or feeling that you owe me, I told you – we’re even. I’m just so tired
of you messing with my head”
Reluctantly he started walking
back towards the tavern. “Ares,” he turned once again to look at her, “I… I
care about you…”
“Yeah, anything else?” he asked.
“Oh, I love you dammit!” she
burst out. For several long moments they stared at each other. “I mean that,
we’ve been through so much together, and although I refused to admit it before,
may be we’re like family…” She cut herself off and pondered at what she
actually said.
“You mean that?” he asked, a
small smile playing on his lips.
They indulged in another
more passionate kiss, as their arms wrapped around each other. No more words needed to be said. After being
deprived of doing this for so long, it felt so good to hold him. Neither wanted
to break the embrace, but the cold soon caught up to them. “What, do you say we
take this inside?” she purred.
“Sounds good to me,” he smiled
back, as they walked down the grove, “if this is a solstice present, I’d say
it’s the best darn one I ever had!” They both chuckled a bit, as they neared
the tavern.
Back in the grove, Gabrielle was
still standing where she first was. But the sight had just nailed her to the
ground. Virgil run up to her, “Hey, are you okay? For a moment there I thought
you were frozen or something…”
“Ok, I have REALLY bad timing!”
she said angrily. Then shuddered and managed to keep walking.